here is a picture of an extremely duck-lip Atiqa.

i think i look kinda happy/pissed/fierce here. ok or i look a lil bit chinese. ok no what the hell Atiqa.

 here's something decent at least.

 this one looks like im a freak hahahahahha.

 hahahaha okay this one defo looks like a freaking chicken flapping the wings or smth.

this one is decent a lil bit.

yea i think making GIF's are fun.
so that's bout it.
at least doing this takes my mind off some things.
and yea, i think i should tie my hair and make geek specs when i go to school.
nay or yay?

i hope you had a bad saturday. haha kidding.
bye.

loves.
xx

today marks exactly 5 weeks of knowing you.
things have change, but i've never regretted knowing you.
didnt manage to wish u a happy 1st month because shit happened at that time.
i wish we were still the same like before.
it's like, now we're not really talking and such but just know that you're always at the back of my mind. ah shit guys, im getting emotional. lol ha ha ha.
to be honest, 2 days ago when u gave me the random call, i felt really happy. at least, you remembered me.
hahaha, i really miss you la.
so on the 26th of April was day 1.
on the very next day, 27th April, was the first time we talked face to face and went to school together.
i swear, i had da 'sweatiest'palm on that day la...i was so fucking nervous i almost died but nope im still alive, thankfully.
and then we started vibering and stuffs.
i still remember this hhahaha.

and yea, you bought me candy. and i miss how u would come over to my table and yeh..it made my day.
and then on 4th May, after school, it was a friday, we hang out for a while at mac..and walked around. it was a short while, but it was enough to make me smile.
on the 12th of May, saturday, we went out for a while(well i wish it wasnt a while..i would be happier if we had even more time)for a meal. well i was soo happy i could die. but again, nope, im still alive now. hahaha.
it was really a short while, i wish it was longer.
you're so hilarious and funny, i like you. i see myself in you sometimes.
and for the upcoming weekends, tbh, i cancelled all my plans wishing we would go out again but nah....we didnt.
then everything change. shit happened. and continued happening. and then i felt us distancing from each other. no more teasing and such.
well but i like that one time we hangout after school at the student hub.
hahaha.
okay then everything just changed la.
i missed you la. and am still missing you.
no, im not in love. and i dont expect anything. but just know, that i really really like you i guess.
we were soo close. like i could tell you almost anything and everything.
i really miss how close we were. yea, it's just 5 weeks now, but it's hard to forget the good ol' times.
hahaha. guess that's about it. i miss how we used to mention each other in twitter..texted each other at random times. like u used to spam me with your silly oi oi oi woof meow hahahhaa. i swear that was funny as fuck hahahaha.
i wanna text you, but im afraid la. i wanna call you up randomly, but im afraid.
atiqa has no more balls already lol. ok byee. i didnt see u in school today so im pretty sad.

xx
loves.

funny how things can change so much over such a short period of time, isn't it?
i wish nothing changed.
wish i can turn back time.
i still hold on to the tiniest hope that you will somehow, still remember me. that you will somehow, miss our late night calls. that you will somehow miss me.
i hope you're still thinking of me at some random time of the day. because to be honest, you've never really left my mind.
sure,i dont really text you but i still wonder, what you're doing, how are you, if you're fine and the list goes on.
i think i need a reality slap. i need someone to shake me up and tell me to wake up.
i guess i just miss you.

going school w you, you playing w my hair, the way we teased each other, how i would push you and you push me back, funny faces. the one time we went out to have lunch. when u would come over to my table where i sat with my group of girls. the candy u gave me. the way u would just pull me when im in the middle of a conversation with my friends. late night calls. oh there's soo many things to write but i guess idk i cant think.

have a great Sunday xx
loves.

Hello guys :)
my weekends have been..a stay home one. not much going on. that's why i prefer schooling.
so, a few pictures alright!

pictures arent in order. hehe.
so uhm.....it's funny how this sentence made soo much sense to me.
>>> 'Hi,you were everything I was looking for when I wasn't even searching.'
it's a tweet by my very close, extremely nice friend, Tidiot.
i dont why, but i just felt that the tweet kinda applied to me.
it's like, some random person just popped by and bam, you feel like there's someone there for u.
someone you can relate to. talk bout anything and everything. like somehow it makes u feel complete.

so i've been thinking. a lot. and after yesterday night's conversation, i realised there's so much more in life. i was asked, if i was really happy. or am i just happy just to cover up what i really feel.
to be honest, yeh of course at times i feel sad,upset,angry or something but that's human. but apart from that, i feel genuinely happy. like really happy. i dont know why. but i find myself smiling and laughing more than usual. i find myself being happy even just by doing small lil things.
i find life soo damn beautiful. 

let's sidetrack. i love to eat the fish and chips fish with thousand island dressing la! it taste damn good. and also fried chicken omg. i tell you, the way to my heart is definitely food! sometimes i wish some random person will just surprise me with candies and chocolates in the morning when im on my way to school! hahaha. i will defnitely hug the person and punch her/his face lol. no just kidding bout that punching part. but what if i get too excited and happy till i punch ah. k shit im starting to imagine already muaha.
eh Wanna Be My Chammak Chalo or not?

so erm abrupt ending.
i hope you beautiful single souls and lovebirds have a great Sunday!
loves xx

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if the video above is not a video but some weird djnjrngjn, im sorry i dont know what's wrong.
okay. so 2 random pictures, i shall post.

 i feel extremely cool being able to do this. HAHAA.

this is Yana. My closest babe in school :) xx

so i came across a tweet talking bout life.
and then i started wondering about my life.
like
what am i doing right now?
if im living my life the right way?
if im absolutely content with my life right now?
if im happy?

to be honest, i've never felt happier in my life before. i dont know why but after school started, somehow i find myself being a better person than before. perhaps it's because im growing up.
to me, i define life as happiness. i always remind myself to never ever live my life in a box. i've always lived (and am still living) my life outside the box. i like exploring new things. i love adventure. i love having fun. i love laughing. i love being happy. i love making people happy. i believe that behind every little setbacks, lies a blessing..happiness. easy say, smth like a blessing in disguise.
im starting to open up my heart and face life with the least negative thoughts.
you know, we should never look back to yesterday because it's over. we should never worry about tmr because what you have now is TODAY. you wont know if the next minute you're gna be gone. so why not just live life as it is at this second.
 hahaha atiqa why u soo inspirational SIA. hbhbjnnbjk.

crx, if you're reading this right now, i just wna tell u from the bottom of my heart, that although we're no more together, i've never considered u as a stranger.
i pray for ur happiness every single day.
i just wna tell u that, this is cliche but you deserve someone soo much better. and i mean it when i say that. i hate to see you being upset. pls move on with your life, look at the brighter side, cause your life doesnt revolve around me only. there's so many things in life to look forward to. open up your heart, and you'll truly find happiness in all the little things you do. somethings wont go the way we want it to be, boy. you knw you cant hold on to something that does not want to stay.but always keep in mind, that if you need a pair of shoulders to cry on, or a pair of listening ears, im always here.

enjoy your weekends guys.
loves.
xx

something's on my mind. but i just dont know what.
it's bothering me, bugging me, but i seriously have no idea what. it comes and goes and goes and comes.
but trust me, almost every girl need that one great guy friend to talk to. somehow, talking to the opposite gender makes it........better somehow.
like they'll be genuine and honest with their opinion.
till now, im not able to really open up to anybody.
im still hoping that somehow one day, i'll find that one very special guy friend i can talk to.
one who gives a damn and have a great sense of humour and cries and blah blah shit muahah and go shopping~~~~~~~~~with me lol one who will do dance dares and random dares and be crazy and one who i'll be able to tell who's my crush who's my that and this lol cnfjcnsjsdnjcnjdsck k lol ha ha ha whut

anyway, yesterday was Freshman Party. was held at ITE Macpherson. i had a great time. and pictures..u can see it on my previous post. im sorry because im soooooooo super lazy to enlarge the size. but still, if u prefer the original size u can check it out in my facebook.

so i shall study later or smth. there's OFA test on Monday. sigh.
but on a brighter note, yay school on Monday! ;)

loves.

SCHOOL!

hi everyone!

so today marks the 1st week of school in ITE.
i never regret going to ITE cause seriously, to be honest, im having the most enjoyable time in ITE.
the lecturers are funny and nice as hell and the lessons are never boring!
most of the times, one lesson last around 2hrs. it feels like 1hr only.
it's very different from secondary school as you become more mature..and da lecturers understands you more.
im able to open up and voice out more of my opinion in class.
if im given another chance to do o level all over again so that im able to go to polytechnic, i would push away the opportunity. i am really genuinely happy where i am now. and i thank god :)
cant wait for school on Monday and of course...........the Freshman Party oooo yeh.
have a great weekend sweethearts.

loves.

it's 0125 now.
earlier today was my 2nd day(orientation) of school in ITE!
it's been 2 days but we bonded with each other already. there i've met the most wonderful yet crazy mates!
yana,santhia,tidiot,mike,norlin,fabian,natasya,wei xian,hazwan,shazwan...etc etc! TOO MANY NAMES.
hhaha.
amazing people. that's all.
nights xx

loves.

people have been talking to me.
and i like that.

so today, you know who i went out with right?
mah babyboooooo.
but before anything. idk wads wrong with me but i uploaded a new so called vlog?
#isiaole.
okay.........so here's da random vlog. i seriously dont understand myself in the vlog. lol.


uh huh.

so uhm.
let d pictures do da talking yeh.

have a great sunday all!
do  ask or tell me smth on my formspring.
http://www.formspring.me/iqaizsm